i dont know what i am going through,i seem to be uncontrollably crying,being so sensitive,thinking of suicide all the time.i am starting to hate myself.i have been shouted at so many times,and words where all the same,telling how much they hate me,how sensitive i am,that i am gone weird to psycho
people tease me weird,but i dont mind,i always take it as a compliment.but i cant take psycho as a good thing
i have been always angry lately,i have major moodswings before these weeks,i seem to be depressed always. because i felt i was never good enough,i started a band,but as for now we dont have the lead and bass,but i made songs alreadybut i felt im not good.but im not really close to the bandmates,only to the music,sounds more stupid,i dont have friends im a loner(im a minor,pls do not report me,i have no one to talk to about this my mom are not that close,im still 12,i need help)
what am i going through?is it just a stage,or do i have manic depression or what?please give advice to
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If you are doing certain drugs that would account for the mood swings, the uncontrollable crying which is depression, etc, etc, etc. If not You are most certainly depressed. If you can't talk to family or friends go to a church figure, find someone that will try to connect with you. You need a real face to talk to not this computer screen. Online your're going to meet 3 kinds of people. Those like me who really want to help but really can't from their computers, those who are afraid to help. And the rest don't care. Whoever you do find make sure that person is not someone who is going to judge you. If they do at anytime find someone else.
U need to drink more "red bull" eat twisties just b4 bed.
It worked for me,cant u tell ?
you could have chemical depression
which means that your hormones aren't working right
and try to ignore the people yelling at you
my mother yells at me every day calling me many unimaginable things
i just try to listen to the compliments people give me
and tune out the negatives.
find someone you can talk to
if you need to
i'm here
You need professional help.
Go to counseling and ask your doctor about anti-depressant medication.
i was also in ur stage.but now i am ok.
because of yoga.
do meditation ok.
u will yeild a better result.
If you feel so down you need to talk to a councellor, maybe at school, they may have a school psychologist there, try to talk to your mum she might help you through this, i know at your age parents arent the fisrt ppl you turn to but trust me they will always be concerned for their childs wellbeing, if you feel like you cannot talk to her then maybe an aunt or some relative you feel comfortable with. You have to look for help, you understand me, if you dont talk about this with someone they wont know, dont isolate yourself. You already share an interest with your bandmates, i applaud your proyect by the way, maybe ask them what they think of your songs, and how you could improve them that way you will all be working together.
YOu are not apsycho, you are human, we all get emotional, and feel alone even when in reality we arent. you are normal, normal ppl need help sometimes. Good luck to you.
my email is saminita23@yahoo.com.au, if u need to talk to someone.
It sounds to me more like you are a twelve year old that doesnt fit in well with others your own age. Mood swings , depression, and that sort of emotional stuff , all plays on each other and just gets worse.
You need to talk with a trusted adult , preferably a parent , and get their support to get you some professional help. A child phychologist would be a first step. They just have a chat with you and try to sort out what problems you might have and help you work out how to deal with them.
You are also at an age where major hormone changes are starting to occur. There are some tests to see if there is a physical cause for some of whats happening.
You may be a loner , but you can at least try to make friends . Your band members share some of your interests and that should give you something in common to talk about.
Dont let this continue any more, if no-one else talk with your Mom and make her understand you dont know what to do, you need help. Show her the question you posted .
Please listen carefully. You must seek professional help. Many people today experience depression. You are not the only one. You must either confide in your mom or tell someone who you trust that can get you help. Depression is treatable. But you need to get to a Dr. first. Left untreated it can worsten. You shouldn't have to suffer this way. Please get help a.s.a.p! If you need to, you can e-mail me at: hannahlilytlc@yahoo.com , I will help in any way I can.
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